I’m off to Hospital to have my legs “Done” tomorrow, bit nervous really. I’ve not been feeling the greatest in the leg department for the last few months. They’ve not actually hurt until recently (the varicose veins) But that’s all going to change 
I’ll have to walk for at least 30 mins a day over and above my normal walking around the house so I’m told. Recovery is about 10 days, Steve’s taking the rest of the week off to help out at home.
We went off to Wellington last week to see Dad again, the cancer is progressing at an alarming rate, he doesn’t think he’ll last another month. We discussed his wishes, and he told me about the arrangements he’s made. Although it was a fraught and sad time I was eerily calm and nowhere near as emotionally fragile as I had expected to be. I didn’t get drunk ( did eat lots though) and sadly I didn’t do much excercise either. 
So, Now I’m on Broadband I’m going to be able to listen in to the calls Yay!!!! (not tomorrow’s one though but that’s the Power of Food Seminar & I’ve been to 3 of them )now the operation will be over there’s nothing stopping me relaunching myself!!
Time to start again from scratch, cut out the things that I’ve added in to my eating as I’ve sadly got the taste for chocolate again ( not even the 80% cocoa stuff, the unhealthy stuff ) One small victory for me and my taste buds is that I’ve kicked the coke habit… lol the COKE cola habit! lol
I’ve downloaded the calls I missed with being on Dialup when the format for the webcasts changed, and I’m planning to take my iPOD with me tomorrow and listen to them in hospital
I’m missing my routine of excercise and missing how great I felt about myself, I’ve put on weight and some of my jeans no longer fit me!! EKKKKK Time to shift arse again!! I can see how the foods that I’ve started to add in are affecting me, I have black/purple bags under my eyes again and my skin is breaking out. All signs I’m abusing my temple!! Time to clear it out and get it pure again!
Watch this space for a better report next time
Bex
Way to go Bex – good chance to relaunch yourself. A good way to put a positive shine on things. Looking forward to seeing “Bex (in smaller jeans)” as your signature again. Just keep celebrating how far you have come already – you know you can do this
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