Forget Joseph!!…. April 23, 2010

I have the most technicoloured legs out!!  The surgeon drew on my legs with Vivid, just to make sure he had the right veins, and I joked with him that I’d better not let Lachy see them or he’d start drawing on them too!!  lol  That was Tuesday, tonight, Friday, well!!  I’m impressive to say the least!!

Soooooo looking forward to the finished product

So as to Damian’s question, what would I have done differently, I like Joy, would’ve asked for help, and much sooner, I would’ve listened when the advice was given and acted on it.  I would forgive more and let more things go.  I’d move more love more and hate less.  I’d start to treat myself the way I deserve to be treated as a woman who is worthy of love, who has an opinion that matters, who is worth being around and listening to.

I had a good friend tell me last night that I’m much ‘softer’ now, I’m not protecting myself so much anymore.  I’m trusting more, and trusting myself to say what I want and what I need.  I’m also learning to look to myself for the answers, to be my own expert, rather than finding a “big person’ in my life to slavishly follow.

I no longer seek approval, well not as MUCH!!  lol  It’s still nice to know that you are appreciated and loved    I really appreciate the comments you ladies (and the odd guy) have left on here for me, I appreciate the support and encouragement, it means a lot to me

I’m feelin the love

Bex in compression tights tonight (and on the way to smaller jeans!)

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